>>> Tired .

 When i say be right back , it really means that i don't want to be disturb by you . Get me ? -.- Now i'm pissed with this guy . You called me in the bustop and then jeling . Haha , new trend or what ? Then leave me and took the bus . What crap are you ? And i went home ahh , and sorry Aqemal for ignoring . And sorry Nazrul for just smiling instead of replying ' Hi ' . And today's workshop was a sucked up . I was restless . But i did laugh -.-"

 Oh yea , after lesson the whole 1M1 girls went to my house after evacuating Fatimah from our pretty faces and yes - succeed ! So walked , Reza was outside my house smoking . So we went inside and went back down to buy snacks and that obviously says that we're hungry . Went back home, went into my room . I did switch on the air-con . I was perspiring like hell . Chatted , about theeeeeem (:

  A while later Yaminah called and we went out of my room and saw them outside my house, waiting for me to answer it . Hahaa , sorry .. And we played truth or dare . When it  hits me, i said dare . I'm pissed off with truth because of what happen to me the other day . They told me to say whose the M2 guy . Uhh , so i have to reveal it . And i dont give a damn on him anymore . I supposed he knew already lahh . Back to my story ;

  I was dared to sweet talk with Zulhilmi . Oh fuck ? Haha , i agreed . I even had a speech on what to say . So we continued and Yaminah kene terukteruk untk Ltufil . Oh haha . At 2.30 , made our way down and saw Lutfil , Zhariff , Eizaaz and Sajjad . We shouted for them and asked them to wait . Its so obvious that they're from Sajjad's place . Then Farah told me a very pathetic thing which i can't share . Psssst, top secret . So we went pass the bustop and saw Dahliah coming out of the bus . Chatted abit with her and went inside school . And i also saw some guys kebas-ing their pants -.-" Hoho , went to class and started the lame workshop . Like hello ? We paid $60 for just this ? But i like Rolling Stones (: But overall , today was such a tiring day . Now i'm hungry -.o And the dare is off , coz Lutfil some sorta angry  and he like merajuk . SO no sweet talks for me , and i never even talk to Zul before . He's not chatt-able at all .

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>>> Worst .

 Today's day started off badly, went along with laughters and ended with a fight - not actually a fight. i woke up at 4 am, sneezing. Must be the rain I'd caught into yesterday. I can't sleep from that time onwards, so i kinda forced myself to sleep. I use a towel to wipe of my mucus - i know its gross. So i slept awhile and woke up again, 5.15. Slept again, woke up at 6.30. My mum woke me up, she thought i started school early today. So i just woke up and got ready. And yeaa, it took 1 hr for me to get ready .

  I went to school with my heavy saxophone. Went to my class, i was freaking restless. Tired. We didnt study throughout the whole day except for english lesson. Watched home alone in Geography lesson. Boring, watched that a million of times. The rest boring. I was asked to answer a question when i'm daydreaming  in English class. Haishh , steewpig .

>>> pfft ,

I know if you could hear me you would say there are always two sides of a story. You're so right , I cannot live without you. Love was never easy but forgetting you was hard. Time didn't heal my wounds at all. I wonder if you know what I'm going through. All the lonely times that were apart. I miss you, dear. Badly. And how i wish i could see you tmr. Oh yeaa, i will see you tmr (:

Does Sundays means family day? I guess not. My dad's off to Indonesia, my mum's off to some marriage far from woodlands. My brother playing x-box with sissy's boyf. Sissy watching the television. And I'm here playing computer. This is so not a family thing. And where's my dad when i need him? Now i really wanna go out. I can't stand being at home playing the computer. Stewwpig.

Labels: No one belongs here more than you.

>>> the last song .

I am in a serious dilema ! okay , today have madrasah . and i don't freakingly know if there is exam or not . Coz my family going to johor and i MUST follow coz i wanna beg my mum to buy me .. something la . Thn now my friends some say have some say dont have . Haish .. So i guess i dont wanna go but wht if have then i'll get a major scolding from my ustazah ! Grrr . Okeyh , my mum said that we're gg johor . Aiyoo ..

Yesterday went to the movies with Yadha . Sad siaa . I CRIED . Met my aunt at banquet . See , i knew i'll see her there . Huhuu . Talk with her for while . I went home at 7 plus . Went inside my house , i'm like the last person to reach home . Thn my mum ask me wht time i went out , thn i reply thn went inside room . My sister asked ;

Sissy : Eh didi , just now where you go ?
Me : I go watch movie with my friend .
Sissy : With your boy friend ?
Me : -.- ! I GOT NO BOYFRIEND LA !
Sissy : Oh , really ? You break alrd ?
Me : -.- !
Sissy : I never check your FB sia . Why so fast ?
Me : You talking to me ? -.-
Sissy : Aiyoo ..
Me : I break long time alrd sia .
Sissy : Alamak , i ketinggalan ah .
Me : Hah , ketinggalan zaman -.- !

 HAHAHAH , weird seyh . Even my mum still thinks that i have a boyfriend . Alermak , wht the fcuk only .  Last time , you know right last time is Sharizan . Guess what my mum thought his name was . Shahrel . I burst out laughing hearing that . Thn we siap2 go to abg shah's place . His father meninggal , kesian seyh . Thn i must wear tudung -.- ! Stewwpig . Thn my dad drove , i day dreamed in the car . About that someone , and about farah . Pity her sia , kena busted sia her mataheyh . Thn finish alrd , i open my tudung . Haish , panas perh . Kecoh seyh my house . My brother playing x-box with my sissy's mataheyh plus my dad talking to him friend otp plus my mum cooking . -.- Haha .

Labels: No one belongs here more than you.

>>> patch break patch break -.-

Okay, i'm confused . Why nowadays people go steady , than break , than patch back , than break . And it goes on and on . Its so stupid . If youre gonna patch back , why break at the first place ? -.-

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>>>

Yesterday night texted dahliah ask if she can be my movie partner . She said high chance she can't go . Alahh ): Thn texted asyikeen and told her what happened . So then i asked riyadha if she could be my movie partner . And coincidently she want to watch the last song too . So we chatted and talked about who to ajak . I thought of ajak-ing him but it will be so sarcastic if a girl ask a guy out , right ? So we made our minds and decided to go only the two of us . We're fine with it . And we chatted about the main topic ever and than halfway i need to sleep cause i have a sudden headache . But then i realised that i slept at 12 . Heesh, and i haven't tell my mum about this movie thingy . I have no idea why i don't quite have the mood to talk to her yesterday . Now she's going to work alrd so later uh i msg her . Huhuu .

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