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>>> Haiyee .

Omg , i think i'm in love with indie rock songs?

Huahahahaa. Kental pe?
Gg out with family + sister's boyf.
I miss 1M1 and Shahindah.
And duhh , TIARA! + Syidah too.

Kkaee , i love Pixie Lott.

Labels: See what i mean .

>>> Ohh Mr.right

Oh tiara , fix a day ah. To meet.
I cant stand it at home, thinking of how much i miss you!
And yeaah, i wanna see if you learnt your lesson or not.
Photawgraphy, heheee.

What can i do to make myself realistic?
I just cant act normal infront of him.
It will be so damn obvious - altho its alrdy obvious.
Stupid me, why do i fall for him...
But altho he`s in my heart, i`m still finding for mr.right.

Dear Mr.Right,
Where are you !?

"Every mistakes are my sweetest regrets."

Labels: Where are you ?

>>> Just relax .

Do you know that you are so kental ?

Do you know that i am not stupid ?

Do you know that you are so unpopular - even my grandma could be more popular than you ?

Do you know that you are not pretty ?

Do you ?

If you dont , better do .

I am pissed off man .

Get a real kental life can ?

Pathetic sia .

Because
> this person tried to make me jealous for no reason ?
> this person stole my friend
> this person flirts like 24 hours
> this person have been gossiped by many people
> this person realise their mistakes but didn`t bother to heal it

Yes , how pathetic is that huh ?

Labels: See what i mean .

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Grrr , i hate coughing . I woke up at 10 realising tht i have religious class at 11 . Bathed and totally forgetting that my sister's boyf is in my very own house ! He's staying there but ofcourse he's sleeping in a different room . Crazy ar ? Thn while bathing thn i realised that . Heesh . I ate macaroni , yum yum . Thn my mum goreng nugget . Yum yum again ! Well , religious class starts at 11.15 . And i left my house at 11.18 . I walked there . Bayar my yuran so as to Batrisyia . We went to class . Yaa , every religious class is Ida's and my laughing day . We laughed at non funny things . Went home , i practise my clarinet . Only practise one or two songs dad asked to siap to go to abg Ruddin's house . Gor kenduri . Nayli is back in the house , baybeh ! Hahaa , tak paham nevermindd . Went in i saw this cute guy . Gawd , whats wrong with me ? Hehee , whatever . Photography with Niniee . Facebook for the pics . Thn while we were outside of the house with the bapak-bapak-s hisap rokok-ing , the next door neighbour crazy ahh . Melayu , keep shouting what Allahh lah what lahh . Mepek sia . And also , its freaking me and Ninie out ! And , Ninie say Juhairi hansem .. ??? Haiyye .

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busy and lazy to type .

>>> Love at first sight ?

Oh no oh no , tears T.T . Ahh , cant tell . Its happiness buhh duhh way .
Today bad luck but funny ~ !
I woke up it was 6.30 . LATE ! Bathe , i forgot to take my towel into my toilet . Alermak , 1 bad luck . Changed and hurried to school . Biometric , tooted our fingers and head for central square . In MT class , Angelina was not at his seat . Idk why i became bad mood aft knowing tht -.-" , bt its ntg lahh . W/o him in class nvr cheer me up i guess . Another bad luck . Thn 15 mins aft tht , Angelina came in , HAHA ! Ystd i late , today he late . Tmrw what ? Hehee . Thn went to boring classes . Recess was funny . I went with Asyikeen , Atiqah and Adilah . We ate burger . Sedaaaaaaaap !
Aft tht me and Asyikeen went for a walk . Thn we look look at the movie board . Thn gt one story by MITCH ALBOM ( MY FAVVIE) " Five ppl you meet in heaven " . I touch touch thn the thing drop . PANIC YOU KNOW ?! Thn asyikeen speechless . I tried to selit selit tht thing into the other paper . Thn selit alrdy Keenkeen ran first , thn i ran . I wass laughing like hell you know ! Thn Keenkeen was also laughing . Hahaa , klakar donks .
Thn we ran to class for no reason ? Thn whtevr happens . Boring lessons . Angelina kacau me again about Juhairi . Ehh , cerite dh basi ar ! Tak mu nak ingat2 kan lagi urr . Teehee , aaaaainks . Thn oh ya oh ya .. Recess i saw my cruuuuuuush ! AHHH , !
Kayy , balqis dah penat . Kalau dia penat , dia bual CRAP .
Shahindah , tadi kau hilang ke mane ? I end up gg to scrabble w hazlindah afr school . Haz and Zhariff challenge . Lawls . Kayy , srsly penat .
* psps : , i just saw Faruq Hakim , Muhd Muttaqin (or whtever its spelled ) and Muhd Sajjad gg up the rocked wall behind my house . Hahaa , yeaah . I was washing my plate and i dropped it . Cant believe Sajjad could accept Faruq as his friend ? Haiyeee , betrayer ! D':

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Arrr , i hate maths and english ! They suck to the ground . Ok , i suddenly miss her . I miss her everything - camera , face , photographs , laughters , photography , gossips abt boys esp . Whtevr .
Guess what ? Me and my girls prove that 1M1 MALAY girls are better thn 1M1 boys ! yeaaah , Atiqah gt first for continuous writing ? / whtevr the test is . Adilah , Farah , Me and some others got second ! Wooh . Irah got third :D I bet if Keen2 did the test , sure she gt first , shes gd in english . And she cnt cme for test as she got Netball Tournament . She rock in it yaaah !
And , IRYAN ! Why you say you know info from his _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ? He'll surely know ! I hope he nvr read the comment ! IRYANNNNNNN , ....... Nvm , i'll meet you someday and tell you to tell him other thing , yeahh . He'll nvr know tht i told other school people abt him . Grrr , i hate my life damn much .

Omg , he's so cute ! And this video of his is so cool . Hee , i wish i had a boyfriend as charming as him , *in you dreams lah balqis* . Ohh , one less lonely girl , the vid. fuyoohh ! Charming nyerh ! AHHHHH , i am so hoping for a guy like him , if only . *in your dreams lah balqis * Hehee , kayy . Better stop that .

>>> He looks like Him

I just realised it , i have feelings for someone . Grr . Yahh , He looks like Him . Not telling , Raihan only knows about this guy . Teehee .
And i want to say a million sorries ( or whtever its spelled ) to Riyadha Al-Nabiha . I know you know that i told people that you changed . But its true . Ever since like [ i know juhairi is not your bf ] juhairi hangs out with you in x-cape , you became so addicted to soccer table and instead of going to optional band on wednesdays , you went to x-cape . Not that i'm jealous that he hangs around with you .. I am the one who ask for a break , so its what I wanted all the time . Remember last year , i kept saying i wanted to break ? BECAUSE , i dont feel my love for him anymore , even till this day . So if you think i'm jealous , please think again . Would i ? So i wanna say sorry for so-called gossipping behind yourh back . And i really want my old Yadha back , REALLY ! If can , try to get your old Yadha back ? But i'm not forcing . If you dont want , nevermind lahh . But i hope this wont keep our relantionship apart .
Next thing is Faruq Hakim . First , he knew my secret . Second , he became friends with my crush . Third , he wont talk to me and became hidung tinggi instead . What is wrong with you Faruq ? And that crush of mine is no longer my crush . So , i'm worried if he told my no-longer crush about it which is so obvious he did . Now i dont trust boys anymore except for Raihan Anwar .

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I'm lazy to post. Kayhh , yesterday in madrasah me and ida laughed like babs. She showed me a video of herself dancing with her cousin. Haha. After tht followed Raihan Syaa and Syidah to Library. Kecohkecoh arr kiteorg. Saw atiqah. Hehs.

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friday
i was so excited , alahh ... the usual. Go to fuchun primary aft school. Andand , this day i nvr even talk to him. Hmmmmph , ok. No big deal. Juhairi lrdy told him tht im his ex and now hes disturbing me with juhairi's name. But this day , neverr at all -.- Went to fuchun p s. The first person i saw was hilmi , din and woodlanders. Woooh , hilmi's back is like perspiring alot. Kinda disgusting (: Hilmi change specs , not tht handsome. Din still the same. Raihan Syed also. Afiq is _ _ _ _ _ (: Hehee, kayy. Thn we went find p6 peeps. Found , chatted. Saw affann. AHHH , hes getting handsome-er ohkayy. Thn it was kinda tiring coz we're all perspiring like hell. Guess whatt? Rabaak arrh ni.. Ba gi tumbuk and sepak tiara -.- Rabak kankankan ? Aft tht by i dunnoe wht time must get out of the school. Went to KFC and hang out with syafiqah norli they all. Went home , get ready and pack up. Thn head for malaysia. Natasha came along. Her family cming the next day. Went to my JB house. Thn sleep.
Saturday
Bibik's family and wak ayib's family came early in the morning. I just only woke up. Thn we went for b fast. Jalan2. Not much arr. Went to giant and all the girls bought themselves a sleeping dress. -.- HHAHAHAHA , cute sia. I bought pink flowery one. EEEYERHH , so girlish. Blahblahblah.
Sunday
HAPPY VALENTINES AND CNY DAY !
kUANGKUANGKUANG , today quite boring... Nothing much. Dad got a call from Aunt. She ask if we wanna follow them go Tanjung Piai. Its smething like a resort.
Monday
Woke up early , packed things and head for car. Went to meet aunty and family thn head for tangung piai . Scenery baik arrh. Kayy , ntg much. So missing school (:

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will post laterlater.
sibuk arr ni pompuan !
buhhbyeee ./

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"Mistakes are sometimes the best memories."
hate my brother.

Labels: you're the sweetest mistake i'v ever had.

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" my school is hauted? "
will tell more tmrw . my abg nak pkai computer . and btwbtwbtw, dont wonder why i got one " baluku" on my head . Its my hideous hair . THANK YOU AKID FOR HELIPING 1M1( the almost botak guy). toodles .

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Yesterday night , at the strike of 10.48 pm.. a guy who disappeared in my heart msged me. And wasted my prepaid. I was about to sleep you know? Humphh, and i think i'm kinda harsh to him. Told him that perhaps waiting for another guy is more worth it. He's attached than wanna layan me for whatt? Haiyee.
Today was a miracle? Hoho ^^ ,miracle huh? Teeheee. Went out of house at......6.50? Quite early. Went to central square, saw farah and irah. Thn put my bag bef. going for biometric. Wondering why Lutfil and Eizaz came school so early? Haiyee.Thn we tooted out fingers thn head or toilet , the usual. Went back, ASYIKEEN ! Hehee, we chatted. I'm still wondering why the malay boys frm 1m1 suddenly came so early. Thn we did the usual assembly .. one tchr told us abt a story of what happen to a boy from our school. SPARING !!! Hahaa, okayy. He's hospitalized. D': Went to MT room, CKG KALSUM TAK DTG AGAIN! Bile ni nak go through the common test? Haiyee. Went to class thn dododo. Aft lessons , we got course. We hearhear. The guy arr, vehryy boring. One thing abt today is that.. in class... Amirul kept calling my name. Thn i like suspicious lahh. Thn during the course kann.. Daniel from 1m2 joined us .. idk why aso. We do one activity which is building balloon towers. Thn i am no. 2 so all no 2 one group. Daniel in my group (: Thn Sajjad was in group 1 thn he joined my group. coz Daniel is his good friend. They vehry unmatured ! Disgusting. Thn I over heard them talking..
D: Ehh kau group 1 kan ? Asl join group ni?
(at that time daniel was sitting beside me and sajjad was on the other side of daniel)
S: Ah2,sebab aku support group 2.
D: Sebab ......-i cant hear what he said-..... ade ehh?
S: - nvr hear-
Thn i was like , sebab siape ehh ?
Inside my group is Yaminah, Siew Mun , Me , Daniel , Wilbur , Zakkir, Karen plus additional Sajjad. Haiyee, Heckcares.

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Yesterday was woaaaaaaaaah.
I went to madrasah , but didnt study. Msged Iryan. Abt this someone. Thn went home by walking. I looked at the time , 2.24. SUPPOSED TO MEET ASYIKEEN ATIQAH IRAH AND FARAH AT LIBRARY!! ahhhhhh , thn i wlakwalk. Kinda lost. Thn went home changed. Have no idea why i have the idea of wearing a t shirt, skirt and sneakers? Thn went out of house. Missed a bus -.- Thn reached there , so damn late. Thn we do our project. Heheee, guess wht? Adrianna , Azianty and one girl came to us. Thn we do chinese new year decor together. Talk2. Went to eat at MacD w them. Thn Asyikeen and Azianty have to go home. Thn me , Irah and farah jalan2 at cwp. Zakkir msged Farah. Thn he speak I U siakk. Ewwwww. thn went home, Bibik's family at my house. We chatted thn my family wanna go City square. Wanna ajak thm but they nvr bring passport D': Thn went there, JAMM !! walaoo, thn we went out of the jam alrdy thn went to city square. Jalan2 , thn wanna meet my uncle outside city square. Thn got the pasar malam. Jalan there thn blarhhh.

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"left right left right left.."
Hehee, i am so happy to be in the clarinet section. My MAMS and SIRS all friendly to the core. And syasya tk tuka to tuba! yes arr! Woooh, i love msl concert band. Currently chatting with Siti Sufiyah , Lutfil Hadi and Zuhairah. Hahaaa, okayy . From the top.
Went out of house at 7 am. Out of nowhere saw Sajjad -.- Lahh make my mood spoil je , pagipagi dh bad mood. Thn walk to school. He infont of me carying a shoe bag ONLY. Yaah, today not much things to bring. Thn reached school, i put my bag first thn do biometric. Went to sit with Asyikeen after that. Chatted and read, exchanged book with Syikeen. Thn went to MT room, me irah and apple gossip till got shout come out frm my mouth and make the whole class bising. Hahaa , only gt 18 i guess people inside. Andand, Cikgu Kalsum tk dtg. Buat penat je panic abt my malay test. Hundred Percent Fail ! Susah jgak tu kertas. And told irah and apple smtg about Sajjad. Personal. Not the girls talk , its serious talk. BEAT THAT! hahaa ^^ Thn off to science lesson , I AM SO LUCKY. Nehh bring science textbook with Ms Yao asked to bring. But we nehh use. YAHOO! Thn to recess, ate BBQ PAU. YUMYUM, thn VEd , i love VEd and idk why.... Mdm Sarifah incharge of that. If youre wondering whts VEd , its Value Education. Yaaah, after that was Assembly. I HATE ASSEMBLIES! Sucks alot! Thn to band , did hair thn went in and out of the room. Thn went down to eat. I ate ALOT, ate buger with egg thn ate 2 siew mais. Phewwwh, lucky i havent go FAT yet. FAT ! Mam Shidah, Mam Mimi/Shahirah, Mam Nabilah, Mam Nonyaaa andand Mam Fitri. Mam Fitri and Mam Mimi/Shahirah is the one that teach me, but end up all teach me. I pity Mam Nabilah.. She's supposed to teach Hanis but thn hanis is transferred to Oboe so she didnt get a chance to teach. Thn she cried D': Thn we all pujuk her...... Thn thts why now alot of them is teaching me. Hehee, LOVE THE CLARINET! Did Marching, Saw Sajjad and acted like i nvr see him. Coz i nvr layan boys like him -.-" Thn i always shout YES SIR/MAM coz if not must repeat again. Hehee, yaah. My Hobby is to SHOOOOOOOOOOOUT! AHHHHHH~! heeeeeeeeeee.

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Wednesday.
That day was special. Guess what happen. Its the 30th day of school and that is the day i first talk with Angelina. Woaah, alahh. Its just a small talk. He told me to give smthg to his friend. Thn i say okay. Thn i ask Irah for stapler while decorating my class. Thn he go take and gimme. I say Thank Youu larr. And , he's quite tall.. Larr , so whtever abt him. After that went home straight. First time. Siapsiap to go to library with Iryan Din and Affann. Saw Arifah but tak dpt tegur. Sorry! We chit chatted , but spreaded at the end. Din go with woodlanders , Affann go with his friendds, from MSL primary. Haha , so went to cwp with Iryan after having lunch at MacD. Laughed , Chatted abt boys [alahh, usual lar] and , wht girls do when they meet larr. Went home, brother said tht he saw me at the library with my mataer. Which is so obvious that he's faking.
Today.
Woke up at 5.23. Idk why arr, i woke up with tears and my nose pain. Always like that. But fist time this week ar. Thn go toilet wash face sleep again. Woke up at 6.30. Bathe , chnge clothes. Off to school. Got sme msls sec 2 always covering my way. I just walk, They Got No Life. Hahahhha, so went to school. Boring... But thn got Swimming. I HATE IT ! i cant swim, not so arr. I vehry malu to swim, cos Angelina same group as me. He always let me swim first. Thn mcm cacat gitu. Thn coach ask to go to 1.8m. WOAHH. Must jump , hit the floor thn go up. Jahirah go first, thn me. I like shouting. Scared tauu, i am onl;y 1.54m . tk smpai1.6 pun. Even Asyikeen tk berani. Aft tht went back to school. Went to xcape. blahblahblahhhh. Lazy to elaborate arr. And i totally get iritated by Sajjad just now.

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OhhMyGodd.
i was like, asking yadha, " whose that guy in white specs ?" thn its JUHAIRI! rabaaaaaaaaaaak siak, i fell in love with my ex boyf for a second , second only je ehh. ishh , balqis balqis...
SUNDAY was my day. Cutted my hair , trimmed. But one thing , she cut my fringe until so short. Haiiz. Bought new school bag , Silver Planet . Hehee , bcause kan.. My use to be school bag koyak. Haha , ini lah nasib budak yg tk tahu jage bende2 dia dgn baik. Mama says , " Must last long till SEC 2 arr." Aku angguk je. We'll see Mama .
Monday was not that good. Bad hair day. Fxcking fringe buat hal. My skirt bual hal jgak, the tag at the side like making my hips itchy. Thn must scratch here and there. And plus, smtg happen in school on Monday. Make me sad only.... Hmfff. So Sunday good day. Monday bad day. And Today.. guess what? good day lah.
Went to school w/o my fringe being out of place , yippie. Thn to class, laughed all the way. Sajjad kurang ajar seh. Anws , long time nvr post abt him , kuangkuangkuangg. He arr , go throw the correction tape at my book instead of being thrown to Su Bin's hands. Su Bin said "Why you throw at her ??" The usual , Sajjad laughed. Thn hit my hand too , i ignored those. Aft that went to x-cape . Thats when the Juhairi thingy happens. Walaoo , ishishish. Watch them play soccer table. GOT NINTENDO WEEE! Haha , supposed to be Wii. Suddenly , out of nowhere , an hour later or more...... Sajjad went in , idk frm where. Yadha is the one that spot him. Thn we did the usual , ignore each other eventhough we knew tht we 2 are the only 1M1s there. Pheeeeewhh , but he spoilt my mood. I on-ed my hp. Affann msged me followed by Iryan. Its abt tmrws meeting :D , weeeeeee. No idea on wht to wear. Heckcares larr. So i almost get caught by Hafalimfim for on-ing my hp. HAHAA , if Farah WAS there arr , idk wht to say. Btw , get myself another new bestf. Sarah Ashikeen. She some sorta _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. Only me , farah , irah , and azianti knew this. think so . azianty is ashikeen's twin. Its like so damn fun having a twin tauu ! (:But she M2 , huhuuuue. Andand , I'm stating to love 1M1 ! wooohooooooo.

Dear, realise how much i love you :)