BalqisIskandarMirza. BLOG NOT USED ! Adilah Ahtyqa Amirah Arifah Ayeen Azmina Dahliah Hazlindah Maam Mimi Marlisa Nanaa Syasya Syidah Yadh Zakiah December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 Don't remove credits. Basecodes:1 2 Layout: YourCrush |
>>> Pls dont.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010 4:35 AMI want to cry, i want to barf, i want to pengsan, i want to laugh, i want to smile, i want to be normal. Why cant i be one? I always gave to put a fake smile or laugh. Its no fun. I need to be strong, thts wht you might say. I`m too weak to be strong. I`m not emo kay.. I find myself weird. Especially among the people i just knew. And, i didnt even have the courage to entertain him. Altho hes nt mad i felt so wrong. He wanted to help but i declined, acting strong when i`m nt. I will stare at the wall thingking of how i want to change myself up. The attitude especially. The looks i dnt quite care. Idfc if i`m ugly , hot , skinny , fat , pretty , beautiful , gorgeous or whtsoevertooot. So nw i want to change. Changechangechange !!!!!!!!!!! Labels: Please no.
>>> weridoooe,
Tuesday, March 30, 2010 7:01 AMHow weird is it if you mum were to pop out of nowhere and went into the computer room and ask you this; " Qis, hows the malay BOYS in your class? Nakal nakal tak \\ Naughty or nt ?" Alermak, kambing ahh! Hahahahak, tanye tentang lelaki. But actually i`m quite close with the malay boys except for 4 of them. I`m sure you guys wanna knw wht i answered. Well, i will say. Tak ahh, drg decent. \\ No lahh, they very decent. Like real eh decent. Kayy, good luck to Farah for tomorrow morning :D Labels: kambing urcch.
>>> continueeeeeeed.
1:37 AMBhutt, that doesnt stop me from typing. Today is my worst day i guess. Bad hair day, bad attitude day. And i`m pissed with my partner. Okay, here it goes.. SB: Eh ....... blahblahh ........ later i tell your girlfriend uhh. B: AHHHHHH ! ( and i shouted for me reason -,- ) SB: Wah, you jealous ar? Why everytime i talk abt Sajjad's gf you like mad. B: Helluhelluhelluu? I Shouted for fun. SB: Aya, i know you like him uhh. B: Speechless. He is so pathets you know? And ofcourse lahh this is so fake. Yeahh i like him before but its alrdy basi luh dei. OUTDATED! STUPID! PATHET! RELANTIONSHIP-SPOILER! MEREPEK-TALKER! Haishh, and Sajjad heard it. So? Like i care. Its not real anyways. And i only love one guy. Not 2 or 3 or 4. Thats why i`m pissed. And he want to tell Sharizan tht i like another guy? Go ahead ahh. Like as if he will believe you. And he dnt even knw you arr. Keep saying Haziq is better, ehh my problem arh. Maki here and there. Thn when i maki you , you say whtwht, everytime scoldscold. See whts your problem alrdy? Haiyo. Hallelujah. I wanna fly. Srsly, i want to. -.- Labels: cn ?, i want to fly
>>> 12345678910.
12:48 AMMrs Chua was right. I used to think saxophone was so tough by looking at alif hilmi. But totally not! As you cn see, i`m transfered to saxophone alrd. Haishh, will miss the superduper friendly clarinetist and the times with them. Well, i laughed alot in band today. Ma`am Farhanah kept making the hand and head signs that make me laugh. Btw, i could catch up with saxophone. I reached 40+ in my essential ellements book. Phewwh, just nw kene puji manyakmanyak. Kambing ah! And after band went down and went with dahliah to ' lepaklepak ' with band seniors. Me and Dahliah bought the chocolate dunno wht thing. Thn i realised tht chocolates makes me barf at times. So i gave one to Sir Asyura and the rest to Dahliah. Thn she went around offering people. Hahha! So funny. And sorry Dally for pushing you and you sat on the ground. Lol, -.-" Thn few mins later i realised that thts him. His friends started calling him. Huahuaak , i dodnt hear actually. Thn he called. Ask me where i live i think. Cnt hear. Coz his kawans bising. Thn he ask me to come down but i very lazy so i ask him to come up. Thn he ask me where i stay thn i say _ _ _ thn he say byee. Lol? Huahuaa. Thn went home, showed mum the Alto Saxophone. Practiced abit but noisy arr. So i stop and did my hmwks. Thn nw i have a chance to use computer :D
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Saturday, March 27, 2010 9:45 PMCute you knoww. Kay i better stop :D
>>> Uhuhhh.
9:32 PMWell, yeaah. This is him. Secret revealed :D Cute right cute right? Kay blahzcx. I dont think the gg out with aunt plan is working. My mum uhh.. She say no time. Nvm uh, rather slack at home. Schools tomorrow. Havent done most of my hmwks but, gonna copy someone. Ohohh, Subin ! Kay, this is why i didnt do well for my studies. Labels: Quekquekk.
>>> Nothing on you.
6:49 PMAs you cn see, i have alot of comments on my ' in a relantionship ' status. All saying last long-s. Will we last long? Hope so eh. So now i`m worried if him ( not him ) another him. He like me but i cnt like him. Coz..... I consider him like, a big brother? Or perhaps a best friend. He cnt possibly be my lover right? And i`m worried he might be heartbroken. Coz he`s been heart broken once. By my dearest kawan. Ehh, gt many other girls out there so... pick them nt me. I`m taken, they`re nt. Kayy? Sorry once again. Labels: sorry dear.
>>> Craps.
7:15 AMI`m bored. Tomorrow maybe catching a movie with aunt. What to wear? Always have this problem. Hate it so much. I so need school. Altho i have to go through lessons but at least its better thn at home slacking. I havent do my hmwk. Lazy. This weekend got more hmwks thn March holidays hmwks. Haishh. Pity Riyadha , she's overcoming wht i overcome before. Chillchill, i`m over it alrdy. I`m sure you'll be over it soooooooooon. I`m still bored. Take out a topic eh? Errr, him? Nehhh. Her? Nehhh. That? Noooope. This? Noooope. Kay i know i know. This Friday gt no school , good friday. So will be gg out with dearest Najjah, Dahliah and somemore which i`m nt sure who. Hope mum let. Coz actually gg out today. But she dnt let. What?, she rather let me slack thn gg out? Pathets. I`m still still bored. I wonder when could i stop being bored. What, the next century? I wish my life was full of fun stuffs like, go chalet lahh.. swimming lahh.. whtever lahh.. Now i`m waiting for someone to msg me altho my prepaid left how many dollars only. Gaaaaaah, i want to top up $128 ! But mum dont let coz i finished my first $128 less thn a month. Wow, mase tu ade org untk msg. And i conferenced alot. Ohh yaaa, another topis to bring up. Last Monday, Mrs Chua and Mr Tan told me that they need me in the main band. Thn i like , kembang kembang. Thn yadayadayada, they say i might be changing to saxophone. Buat penat je kembang. Thn i was like, i dont want to change. Mr Tan say i'll try to play on Friday thn i cn answer yes/no. Thn Friday came, Mrs Chua forgot about it. So postpone it to this cming Monday. I have no idea if i wanna change or nt. If i change , i will waste most of my time with the clarinetist and my dearest clarinet. But they say saxophone is easier thn clarinet. But i look at Alif Hilmi play like tough work. So gonna make tht choice soon. I totally agree with Ida. Secondary school like is super duper tough. Everybody change. I think i change too. I think.. She change. He change. My ex-schoolmates all sombong. Especially boys. I smile they stare. I smile again they look away. What kind of shit is that huh? No life urr. Labels: Mind if i talk crap?
>>> Pops.
3:06 AMI`m poppeye the sailor man, toot toot .Today my Fb says that i am 99% happy. Super duper true. Everyone cn keep secrets? Please please? Kayy, first thing first. I am attached. Huahuaak. Shushh it after hearing this. With who you must find out yourself. Second thing, my uncle came and brought poppeyes' chicken. Thats why i sing tht song. Hahaha, and gave some cash. Thanks yaah. Third, so happy fo Farah. She , too, accepted a guy whose been waiting for her since the registration day in msl. Hahaha, so funny. Kay, just a short one. Labels: fire, im higher.
>>> Gaaaah .
Friday, March 19, 2010 10:13 PMAndd... Yayyy! No madrasah! Yeaah, i totally hate it. Not becoz of the studies but bcoz of the room. Me and Ida always sit at the back coz cn use hp (: thn the aircon sotsotzxc. so gt this fan behind ahh. The guys kept moving the fan to their side. Thn the girls wear tudung perspiring like hell. I selak my tudung, ehehee. Tak tutup aurat (: So me fateha ida and batrisyia always marah the boys fo being so selfish. Thats why i hate gg to madrasah. Kay now i`m bored. Oh ya did i tell you? Ystd aft gg to Bugis i followed tiara go swing to camwhore bt alot of ppl. So we go to KFC. Thn at the playground saw ida (: Hahaha. Thn we took pics. Went home, hujan! \\ rain! . idc, i just walk in the rain whule listening to music. At first i wanted to off scared my hp rosak. But a second later i was thinking, bagus jgak klau rosak. Cn buy new one. Woohoo ! But went home tsk rosak plakk -___- I play comp aft tht thn i wanna put songs into the com. Put the memory card into the cad reader thn gt error -_- Walao. Thn i put tht thing into the camera they say gt error. Aiyoo ! My pics all must delete if nt cnt use the camera alrdy. Ahhh, sedih sia . Luckily tiara brought hers. Kay i`m done. I am so pissed off with boys who hates justin bieber! I just read Dahliah's blog abt it. Go see yourself. Oh cme`on. Just becoz he`s voice is high pitched? Hello ?! Dumasses shiteyhhzvcx. Labels: shit cow
>>> Nights we had
3:56 AMDahliah and Ahtyqa , wish you were there... Went to Bugis with Tiara Shazana. Actually Lyah and Ahtyqa following but last minute cnt make it.. Met at Msl MRT station. We started chatting and talked mostly about boys. Hahaa, its typical you know. Reached there Tiara scared we get lost. Hello? I`m familiar with this place okaay. Thn we went through the ugis junction , went out and head for bugis street. We seemed to be interested in everything there! Planned to buy watch but unnecessary. So we walk here and there. I`m finding this dress but tangan kodong ahh. Tak sopan langsung. So i intended to find short sleeve one. But not tht nice. Thn jln jln , saw this yellow and green sandal. My use to be fav colour. Haha, it attracts me alot. So ltr we walk again. Went to eat at MacD. Mc spicy , sedaaaaaaaaap. Did the shakers fries. Tiara doesnt want it, so i take hers :D Walked at Bugis Junction and head for Iluma. Camwhore there. Cool ah tht place. Thn we dared ourselves to look down fom the top level. At first it was eerie. but laterlater, ok alrdy. Hahaa , we bought gummies. I paid $4 while Tiara paid $0.25. Haishh. Fyi, i brought along $40 and left with $18 now. Woaah, spent alot i think. After camwhoring we went back to Buis Street and bought tht sandals. Went home, rain ! :D Labels: smiling for gummies
>>> Falling for you.
Thursday, March 18, 2010 6:25 PMGive me more loving then i`ve ever had. Make it all better when i`m feeling sad. Tell me that i`m special even when i know i`m not. Make me feel good when i hurt so bad. Barely getting mad, i`m so glad i found you. I love being around you. You make it easy. There`s only one thing two do three words four you, i love you. Theres only one way two say those three words and that`s what i`ll do, i love you. I dont know why i suddenly fell in love with someone. Oh my gee he`s single! Huahuaak. Kay i`m not gatal. So, i`m sneezing and coughing my guts out. Yucks. I`m going out later. With dearest Tiara and Ahtyqah. Now the main problem is Dahliah cnt go Bugis coz her mum say too far and alot of bangla-s there. And she suggested to go Novena, watch movie at golden village or north point. So we dnt know wht to do. And ofcourse, camwhoring. Ayye, i cnt live without taking pictures. Even i found my fb profile picture boring. Now among the boys in my class, i trusted only them and its Lutfil and Eizaaz. I knew the secrets i shared with them will not be spread. I trust you guys taw. If one of our secrets is spread, i`m gonne be so pissed off. Kay like real -_- But, all secrets will soon be spread ar. Alot of my crushes knew i liked them before. But the one i fall for is a secret and i`ll try to keep it to myself and stay calm whenever i saw him. Grrr, sure everyday see him -_- You cn never know. But a clue will do. I liked this guy before and he`s soo funny. Kay, the end. Labels: pffffffffft
>>> Fun day afterall
Tuesday, March 16, 2010 5:24 AMToday was so fun. Never regret cming to school. Me and Keen met at bustop. We go into the school. Went straight to class and the boys were inside: Lutfil , Eizaaz , Muzakkir , Kenneth. Otw there, we saw Zhariff. Thn we're so shocked coz they moved the tables and chairs in the middle alrdy. A few minutes later, Zuhairah, Atiqah and Atiqah came in. Yup, theres 2 Atiqah-s in my class. We started to chat thn we realised tht we have nothing to use to open the can. I went home w Keen and took a screwdriver and a spoon just in case. We went back, Farah arrived aldry. So we started working on the back walls first. So kecohh. After tht some of us go find Ms. Yao, our form tchr. She said she`s cming bt nt there. So dnt care lah. We took our shoes off coz more comfortable. Chit chated. I snapped some photos too. But check my FB for those pictures. We talk abt the main thing, BGRs. Eizaaz told Farah that Zhariff ask her for a stead . Thn he halfway emo. Idk why, thn he left i think. After doing 1 1/2 of the walls, we realised tht theres not enuff paint. So we went out, i mean .. Me , Keen + Azyantee, Farah , Irah , Eiqaa , Atiqah , Eizaaz and Lutfil. We went to the Paint shop near msl mrt. So expensive! So we planned to go to the previous place we bought the paint which is so far away! No choice mahh. Thn walk walk walk , suddenly smebody called Irah's name. Its her parent. Salm thn her mother said but at near her house tht. Thn we all glad tht we saw her mother there. Reached there, we asked for continental blue how much. Thn yadayadayada. We boudht sky blue for $43 . Plus tapes and roller , $47. Otw to school got a call from Kenneth saying tht Ms Yao in class alrdy. Woohoo. We passed by the back gate. Locked ahh , thn we saw one uncle and we called him from the gate , hehe . Thn i begged him to open coz our tchr ask to faster. Thn he said, sure? Thn we say yaaaaaah. thn he open . said ty and rand to classroom which is nearby. Kesian Lut, he's carrying the 5 Litres of paint. hahha . We begged ms yao to buy us water thn yada yada yada , she go buy. Thn came with waters , woohoo. Have break , ate crackes she bought fr us , snapssnaps. Thn we paint again. Keen ans Azyan need to go home. So we say bubye. Finish alrdy , we sat and talk. At first the malay talked. Thn Zakkir and Kenneth started blowing bubbles so me , eiqa and atiqah play with it while eizaaz lutfil irah and farah talked. Labels: Cow sucks.
>>> Touch the sky
Monday, March 15, 2010 6:01 PMAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Ok, i am so random. So today i`m gonna go to school and paint the bobrokk classroom. Painting it blue. Sure will be nice. Now i`m hoping he`d come to school tmrw. How could it be possible if i miss him? Haishh. Damn me*. Hahaa ! Yadha yadhaaa ..... thts wht happen to me whn i`m with him. Well, tht time i also playing computer. And he gives you the same sweet thing by msg. But its repeated. Who knows for every girlf he had he used the same quote -.- Damn you idiot* * questions cming through * How could i fall into him again? He`s a weirdo, thts wht me and irah said. He looked at people for no reason being. And everytime he looks at me in class, i have no idea wht it meant to him. And it irritates me. I intended to look at him back but.. takut ? Yikes. Goosebumps. But srsly, i prefer this hairstyle. Like infront gt fringe like tht. Hehee, kay. Its so hard to say i hate you or i love you to you. Why you exist in my life? Grrrrr.I hope time could go back and i wished he was in 1M2 or in a different school. Or i ended up in a diff class or a diff school. Woah, so fun. Kay, i wanna show you my plans yeah. Mon | Malay Cultural Camp. X Tue | Paint class. Camwhoring with classmates. Wed | Band :D Alice in The Wonderland with Mslians. Out with Aunt at night - maybe. Thu | Paint class again if havnt finish / Going out with somebody :D Fri | Sat | *No religious class, yay! * Cik Kur's Wedding :D Sun | Out with Family. See? Whole day packed! The one thing i`m excited is gg bugis. Miss them damn much. Kayy , i havnt plan wht to wear. I may sound like a freak but i must plan nw , coz if nt i`m blank and will waste time on wht to wear. Kay , smtgs in my mind. Dress. Hehe, kay. I gg off to school now. Labels: ohohohohhohoh
>>> Just a haircut ..
3:20 AM I found this pretty cool. Haishh, so i took my bantals and went out to the living room. I switched on the tv and lay down on the couch. Its so uncomfortable tht i brought out the air matress. Still cant sleep. I switched on a movie, G-force. The only movie thts boring for me. After watching a quater of it, still no difference. I still can`t sleep. So i went to the kitchen and made Milo as i`m so damn hungry. I didnt eat dinner `cause there isn`t any. Thn i ealised footsteps, my mother. "Whoii, belum tido? Esok nnti penat taww. Dah pukul dua pun blom tido! " "Qis tak leyh tido larhh. " "Ye lahh, awk tngh tengok movie tu sebab tak leyh tido. Dahh gi tido!" // "Whoii, havent sleep? Tmrw confirm tired you know. Alrd two o`clock still havent sleep!" " I cant sleep larhh." "Ya lahh,`cause you watching movie thts why cant sleep. Now go and sleep!" She also brings along the just wake up from sleep look. I hate it. Thn i was like , YOU EXPECT ME TO SLEEP WHEN MY MILO HAVNT FINISH ARRHH ?! But i`m not so cruel so i just kept quiet and finish my Milo , wash it and off the tv. I really cant sleep. I tried counting sheeps, all i ended up think of is him. Nothing else but him. I know its so pathetic and stupid. But i cnt help it. Thn i read a few prayers my Anut used to tell me whenever i cnt sleep. Still can`t. So i just stay still and thn i realised thts its 3 in the morning. After tht i sat down leaning on the couch. A few minutes later found myself dozing off and i`m so glad. I woke up at 6.24, woke up by Faruq's msg. Its nt impt anyways. Thn i dozed off again and woke up at 6.40 by the lights being switched on by mum. Damn her * So i ignored her as i told her to wake me up at 7.20 the day before. She`s too damn early. Thn i found out tht i cnt sleep. But my eyes are aching. So i went to the toilet, bathed and change to my pe attire and trackpants. Its only 7.30. So i loitered around the house chewing toffee which always get stucked to my tooth. Yucks. Msg Asyikeen abt meeting. Thn i left my house at exactly 7.47 am. Reached bustop and found The Twins and Farah. Went in the school together. Okay, now its too many things to talk abt so i`ll just skip. I saw this guy, who had a new haircut, and reminds me of i guy i used to like in my school. Used to ah. And this guy is my secret _ _ _ _ _. Nobody knows and will never knew till i must tell. It really makes me moody after recalling the days in fcps liking this guy. Makes me sick too. And thank you for being me moody, whoever i`m referring to. p/s: You look freaking better with this haitcut. Love it! I`m gg to watch Alice in the Wonderland on Wednesday. With marsilings. Tmrw have to paint out bobrokk classroom. Will bring my camera and snap-snaps will be taken. Will post it if i have the guts and time. Labels: costs a lot
>>> Thankiew
Saturday, March 13, 2010 3:22 AM
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Friday, March 12, 2010 5:44 PMOkaey, this week is the march holidays and guess wht? Its doesnt seem like a holiday for me. Monday gt Malay Cultural Camp. Tues painting classroom. Wednesday band till 1. At night gg out with aunt for Sushi. Thursday, maybe paint class again. Friday, idk wht to do. Oh yaa, wish Juhairi a happy bday on 21 March? Huahual< . * P/s: I learnt a new 'K' .... l< wohooo , bt bit cacat ah. Nvm. Kaey, i am so dying to have a camera and someone to fix my computer. This stupid slow lappy is so freaking me out! Grrrh, i hate this stupid dell lappy. And idc if i hurt your feelings or not! - kayy i`m nuts.
>>> Heartbroken
2:50 AMI read wht yadha told us to read. That is so touching. If only my ex was like tht. But obviously i dont want him to be with him again. He could possibly ruin my life ( sry yadha ). I failed my geog. I got A1 for art ^^ . A2 for english. C5 for home econs and malay. B3 for science(i think). B3 for Maths (i think). Guess thts all. I forgot alrdy coz gave back to form tchr ahh. I almost cried staring at my results. Band today get scolding from Ma`am Afiqah for not marcing well. I`m being tested by Mrs Chua and for the first time, i`m not scared of her. Huahuak , yay! And now i`m socalled heatbroken abt smtg. And i`m sick. Stupid mucus kept cming oout. Labels: Chicken stew please
>>> Yesterday ,
Thursday, March 11, 2010 3:00 AMOne more day to holidays. I love it? No way! I hate no-school days, srsly. Atiqah , Eiqa , Asyikeen , Irah , Farah , Adilah , Jia Hui and me went to buy paint and leave our bags at my place. Walked to Marsiling pasar and found a nippon paint shop. Bought Conti-whtever blue and white paint. Went to school again and went back to my place and slack there for a while. We chatted , took a picture and i went back to school. Met Dahliah there and helped her in her art. We chatted and laugh. Suddenly saw Faradis and Sharizan with their ftball tchr incharge i think. So tht means soccer tournament finish alrd ahh. So we went back at 5.30. Labels: Best mistake ever
>>> Sha-tooooooooooooooot
Tuesday, March 9, 2010 3:06 AMSlurrpp, i love peach tea. Okayy, i gt shocking news! But i'll explain in F langguage ( malay ). Sefemafalamfam , difiafa add me defekatfat fafacefebookfook. I was so damn shocked! Lefepasfas ifitufu , I freaked out! Grhh, guess its better if i speak english. Right? I freaked out and told farah and syikeen abt this. I didnt tell Zu coz i dnt know if she knw abt me liking him or not. Haha. And today, saw him alot of times. We have a course aft school. Yahh, i got no mood. Anws, today my hair is less messy. Duhh, my mum tied my plaits for me :D PSPS, i'm dying to watch Alice in the wonder land. And this thing remind me of smtg. just now Sohaina said, AyyyLif . HAHA, instead of alif she say ayylif. Thn i remembered, Ayylif in the wonder land. Huahaha. Labels: I'm dying
>>> Drop-dead gorgeous
Monday, March 8, 2010 4:21 AMRaihan is being disgusting today. He talked abt sex like most of the time. Actually, i didnt hear it with my own ears. Shasha told me. He said the ewhh and ewhh thing. Yucks, is this exactly what boys whose steaming does? Yuckyuck, and ofcourse i`m immature. What do you possibly want from me? Today`s band was quite interesting. Went to the clarinetist section and introduced ourselves again. There`s this sir whom we called Sir Nazrul. He's a graduate in the clarinet section. He`s cool, to me. We sat in circles and introduced ourselves. When it comes to my turn i said.... " MY NAME IS BALQIS AND I`M FROM 1M1. I LIKE TO PLAY COMPUTER." Woohoo, i rock! Nyaha. Oh ya oh ya. Sajjad kau kurangajar nak mampos! Najjah is in fact my FRIEND and you said SHE SUCKS! Grrrrh. Back to the story, we didnt get tested by Mrs Chua. Whattheeee? I practiced real hard mann. Neverhmind. Will practice more from today onwards. Yeaaah, i really do rock. Huahahah. My comments on Sarinah? Or whats her name? The one from 1L1/1L2 ? Kayy , shes drop-dead gorgeous. Lerhh, her eyes... Lawarr. Big and brown. Her hidung mancung. Kayy, stop commenting on girls. Guys? None are drop-dead gorgeous. I repeat, NONE AE DROP-DEAD GORGEOUS. We're colouring out classroom with my favvie colour! BLUE ~ Yeshhh, -.- See lah. Yadha jangkit me. Huahahaa. Labels: Youre still a pain in my ass
>>> Burry the castle
Sunday, March 7, 2010 5:55 AMI really have no idea how the hell i fell in love with paramore. I kept thinking of lame things like .. i hope my Dad suddenly got 4 pairs of tickets to Paramore's Show Tonight ! AHHH , can`t believe that they`re at the same country as me right now ! Shacks, this girl ehh. Crazy arh? Go out with two boys alone. Wearing short shorts. Ohh yeaah, i forgot. Kau ade darah Cine jugak ehh. Grrrrrh. YOU ARE A PAIN IN MY ASS ! Kayy, as you cn see.. I fell in love with this song in my blog. Labels: Paramore i love you
>>> No can do
Saturday, March 6, 2010 7:35 AMI can`t possibly explain what happened today. I will terribly hurt my heart again. A tragedy is what i call it. And yeahh, i spoiled every fun moments tht we could have done. Sorry and guess i wont be having fun with you guys again. And perhaps i`m not even suitable to be with you guys. I watched The Proposal and its so touching. Well, almost cried. I`m so bored. Just wishing there`s school tmrw. I knoww, very pathetic. I am scared! I dont think i have much time to practise my clarinet. I wanna go further in the Essential Elements Book!! Grrrh, how i wish i could do better. Nvm, tmrw i have the whole day by myself. Woohooo! Labels: What a tragedy.
>>> Cool arr
Friday, March 5, 2010 5:38 AMI went to school, saw him under my block. I went to class, ofcourse i saw him. When I leave the school, i saw him under the block again. Wow, this is so cool. Aha, no it isnt. We have health check up today. Need to take our shoes out. The whole stretch stinks. Excluding mine. Hehee. After recess made our way to computer lab. I saw Sha-tooooot and freaked out. His class boys very gatal . Grrrrh, one asked farah for her number. And their tchr, Ms Ong, my band tchr too, support them in bgr. Hahh, so funny. Tin Wu showed the group a video about an irresponsible vet. Its so weird. Thn laughed and Mdm Sarifah didnt care abt the class being that noisy, especially when fatimah screamed.
>>> We talked about eyes
Thursday, March 4, 2010 1:49 AM I fell on the stupid staircase. Ashamed. Today i never go swimming. Same as to Asyikeen , Yun Zhi , Shi Xuan , Syaa , Shaffyqah , Sab , Muttaqin , Alfian , Sajjad dan sebagainyaa...... Today, Lit and Geog tchr never come. Woohooo . But Maths and English tchrs came. Hate it. Well, the usual. Laughlaugh. Su Bin made me and Adilah laughed about contact lenses. And we realised that today's topic is on eye. Even Miss Irene suddenly talk abt eyes. Oh no, i feel like crying. I felt as if the one who i am to called a mother didnt trust me at all. She thinks im lying all the way. I'm sure you'll all feel how im feeling right now if a mother told you tht she doesnt trust you anymore... Labels: See what i mean .
>>> Hate you
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 3:07 AMI hate my mom. Never trust me, and say i am a liar. Which mom will say that ah? I just went home from a stroll with raihan, syidah and yadha. Ya, i know i only layan Raihan. Coz i have to tell him smtg. Smtg serious. Labels: See what i mean .
>>> Spooky
1:51 AMI went in, shocked. I thought that no one was inside? Woaaah, alahhh. A bantal sitting on a chair really do scare me. Kaee, this is lame. Just three words, I am tired. Bt that really doesnt stop me from typing. Woke up and get ready for swimming with dearest Farah. Zuhairah, tk best ahh tk ikut... Hmmmf. Met her at Wdlnd Swimming Complex. Oh ya, did i mention? Marsiling Secondary have no school today due to the good job of the sec 4's and 5's last yr. They did well for O Levels and we have a day off. Wooohoo. One day only. Went there, changed. Thn realised that Zhariff , Faruq , Haikal , Barry , Akid , Sufi(i think) and ..... sebagainya was there. At first i scared. Bt at last okok ahh. I actually was supposed to teach Farah how to swim. but we ended up playing and splashing water at Akid. Coz he vehry sebok. After tht went to cwp. We both buy OLD chang kee. Went to metro walkwalk. Asyikeen asked to go to library to help her do project. Azyantee and her 4 or 3 friends was there too. Talked and did project. Went to MacD again and ate. Thn i was soooooo looking frward to buy slurpee. Thn bought went to interchange. FYI , we saw toooooooo many Marsilings there. And alot from other schools too. Labels: See what i mean .
>>> Another bad luck day
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 4:30 AM Today was another bad luck. I had a very bad hair day. Infact everyday is my bad hair day. Sucks. I hate Mondays and tuesdays. Cause there's Maths and English. Grrrrh. Yaaaah, today i hate myself. Accidentally looked at him and spend most of the lesson looking at him. I broke my own promise? How could i? -.- And, guess what? I didnt realise that my art was that good. I got highest, heheee. 49/60 ( to me its quite bad, but what could i say ? ) And she's using my sketch book to show to the other classes, huahahahaaa. Afte school, actually meeting Tiara but she gt rashes? So postponed to idk when. Went to library with group members. Me irah and farah went first. Went to MacD and ate Double Cheese Burger, blaaahhzvxc. Met my Ma'ams and Sirs at MacD. Met alot of ppl in the library. Hehee. Thanks Syikeen for the ideas (: Labels: See what i mean .
>>> Sucker
Monday, March 1, 2010 3:58 AMKaee, today suck. I woke up at 7.10 and slept again. Woke up at 7.26. Wow, such sleepy head. Headed for school, and saw the gang infront. The usual, partnered Asyikeen. And duhh, the gang look at me suspiciously. Yaahh, i`m suspicious too. I wonder what makes us hate school? Today i didn`t, at all, place an eye on him. It was a hard time, for me. Yaya, i don`t like him. Don`t believe thn that`s soooo your problem. Subin makes me angry but i smiled a second after i make a grrrrrrrrr face. Yaah, Subin could make me laugh altho its not funny. Hahh, i knoww its so pathetic. Band, i wasn`t ready at all. I was the first clarinet player to be tested by *gullps* Mrs Chua. Yahh, weird. I play 1-2 songs thn she say i nvr practice. Actually, i didnt practice one song and that affects everything. Me and Hanis kept looking at Shahindah`s watch. We just can`t wait for Fall In. After fall in i passed by Syahmi and Alif Hilmi. " Balqis , Sajjad panggil ! " Mepek ar toink . See what i mean. People just dont understand my situation. Thn i stepstep look behind and make a slumber face. Thn they laughed? A few minutes after that, i came up to them and asked. They say, Sajjad seyy.. Grrrrr. Hate it. Guess what? Alif told me, " block 139, tingkat 6." ok balqis, syahmi is his friend. he must have told. Labels: See what i mean . |
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