>>> Lalalala.

Ohh i lazy to elaborate today. Something humiliating happen to me. God, lucky only dahlyahh knew. Kuangkuang, dahlyah.. dont tell a single person ahr ehh (:

 I hundred percent agree with syafil. Camera bags are like so last year. I bought one for $15 dollars, coz tiara told me to buy it. Lol? I miss tiara ! I miss your hair tt always slap me ! I miss your...... your HOUSE and your MUM and your ADEK and your BIKE ! Hhaha, nyekkk.

 Well, im supposed to study. Oh yeaa, tmrw Kak Nadia tunang ngn mataheyh dia. (: Alah, nk pkai baju ape deyhh? -.-" Ohh, yesterday.. Dahliah went to my house. Thn i seek permission from my mum if i cn go library nt. Thn she call me, she say try to carry the laundry in. Thn i was like, scared. I nvr do before. Thn me and dahliah do together. We shout and laugh like mad coz we scared. Thn gt one maid in front house stare at us. Lol? Thn we tried the first one, cn ! Happyhappy. Thn second one, haishh, shoutshout again. HAHAHAHA. Cannot tahan. Thn at last cn. Thn the last laundry, dahliah did it. Thanks ehh. Funny, like one big chaos padehal 2 org je. Thn i shout, " YAY ! MESTI MAK AKU BAGI PERGI LIBRARY!" Kay mepekk.

 Hahha, we are crazy so.. if you see us out of control laughing jgn tegur. Coz we laugh punyelah rabak. Kan dahlyah ? (: Kay, i think i want to sleep.

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>>> Siben, hahaha !

Yesterday Night 
Went out at 7.50 and met aunt at woodlands center for dinner. I ate Chicken Chop, Sister ate Steak , Aunt ate lamb chop and mum eat claypot rice. Thn we laugh here and there. Aft tht went to KFC to buy my brother something. I went in i straight away spot a guy, hes so familiar. Thn i catch another glimpse of him and i realised that he's piton's friend, boy. Or whtever his name is. Thn i was like, caught him staring at me. Godamn irritating. Thn i ignore.

Me and my sister crazy like hell ahr. We sat at the two chairs infront of the cashier there but futher away. Thn my sister say like we at clinic waiting for our appointment. Thn i lol-ed thn my sister say, " Mane ehh doctor nye," Thn suddenly got one guy in red KFC shirt comeout of the door with gloves? Hahah ! Thn we like laugh ahhr, funny to the core. Thn got alot of people come out from the door. The whole place was so funny. I laughed the loudest till i caught the person at the cash register keep staring.

Thn went home, i tot we taking bus. Thn i asked my mum for my ez-link, thn my mum say.. we take taxi lahh. Haish, i was dozing off soon at tht time. So cant think.

Today
Malay paper, haishh. Somehow hard, somehow easy. I scared i drop to NA ahr. Aft tt went to library with dahliah. We ran into the rain, thn i shouted, " BAG AKU TAK WATERPROOF !!" thn i reach the shelter dahliah was madly laughing at me. Godd, isit tht funny? Mhhm. Thn my hp wet coz i hang it ard my neck and ran with it. Hahah , crazy ahrr. Thn we went into the civic centre, sejuuuuuuuuuk gilee. Washed up at the toilet .

Thn i saw alot of mslings. Thn saw Sajjad, sombong. When i say he sombong thn he wave at me. He tripped me thn my landed on the floor with a big splat sound from my drenched shoes. Lol. And oh yaa, shes so eeew. So young alrd * with someone. Kental, tahu kan nnti kau nye * rosak -.-" Bodowhh .

Kayy, just now morning i go school with him. Thn go central square like, most people starestare . Ughh, -.-"

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>>> Goddamn irritating asshole day.

Yeaah, today is very irritating. I went school quite early thn usual time coz mr.sajjad want me to teach him how to do english homework. So met him with syahmi and amirul at canteen thn went to central square.. i frgt to bring story book. -.- I ask from zhariff he say he lend his friend alrd, thn i went ard the whole stretch asking people for story bk. Thn subin gt, so i take and say thank youu. I went back to my place, zhariff gimme a book -.- Haish, thn since im nt a fan of mr.midnight, i gave back the book to subin. Kuangkuang. Tired sia go ard asking people.

Mrs Ansyad or whtever its spelled is the tchr tt talktalk on the 'stage'. Well, dnt mind my poor english. Thn she actually cn hear me and my friends talk. Hahah, she said, "The class at the side, 1M1. Please do individual reading," with the exaggerating voice. =) Thn we shudhupp and do the article. Funny semacam... He take out the rabbit fom the hat thn comeout its head only with blood dripping. Eeeeew, thn second one is a dead baby come out. Yucckkks.

Maths was first period -.-" Toinktoinktoinkrzcxz. We went to recess. Hahaa, the makcik at the stall tot i want to eat nasi with ayam madu which is finish alrd. But actually i want ayam curry. Kuangkuang! Thn went for science class, ms yao nvr come. Mulut zuhairah masin uhhr. Aft school have to stay back with irene. Irah, Farah, Keen, Atiqah-s, adilah , lutfil, eizaaz and zhariff excaped and went to beak first. Thn we ran back to class, ms irene marah. Tak taktt ahhr. Gaaah, irritating. I have to retake summary test coz i failed mine. Thnks kwnkwn who helped me =) Thn finish ald, saw dahliah.. Shouted her name but she nvr turn. Thn i see, Danish wave at me. Lol. Instead of dahliah responding, danish plakk.

You knw wht, i keep pronouncing his name as Dehh-nish instead of Darr-nish. Coz i called Wan Danish Wan Dehh-nish. Paham? Lol, kay blehszvzvx.

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>>> Gendengg ,

Kayy, today is special. Thinkthink. Kay fine, 1st anniversary :D Teehee, but i think he forgt. I dont give a big damn ah sei. Currently msging sajjad and chatting with dahliah. Mendak ahr.

Today is sick dayy! I went to school sniffing, like some crazy dog. Thn i went to my kawankawan, when i sit down they say they cn see my *. Kay eeew, hahaa. Thn first lesson is mother tounge, i freakingly lose to the people surrounding me with my class test. Grrr. The people are Zuhairah Amirul Sajjad Zul Syikeen and Atiqah. Im like, such a loser and i know i must , MUST buck up. Idiot, i hate exams but i love the sitting arrangement. Hahha, aft tt is HRL. We did self-study coz gt ntg to do. Thn 10 mins b4 recess, we arrange the tables and chairs in examination position. I sat at the second on left hand side, surrounded by bestfs.

Thn aft  went to wait for dahliah with raihan . Me and raihan walked ard the school observing cracks. And i blamed ms irene for it . Heheh,,  went to syafiqah's house and playes Wii !
 I laughed like merepek. Lol, kay bye .

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>>> Grrr .

 I slept late ystd, spend the whole night chatting with sister abt everything. She keep asking me abt sha. Thn i was like, answer je lah. She cn keep secrets. Thn tibetibe my mum came. Sebook jee, hahah. We three chatchat, thn my mum left, me and sis chatted again. Thn doze off to sleep. I was woken by his msg, hah.

I sucked up in class today. I went to school with twintwin. Thn i went to class, need to pee. Thn tahan ahrr. I never do english homework. Gaaah, so i did abitabit. Thn i shoutshout at Su Bin until the whole class looked at me. Haishh, and plus.. he called me, so i go out, smile thn run back in. Asshole lahh, why i do that? Thn the flirts saw us, so? Go die larr, ummmmf. Read story book, sing national anthem. Thn got ready for stupid geog lesson. Tating ahhr, the tchr keep scolding. Shudhup mann.

Nowadays, i long time nvr talk with Lutfil , Eizaaz and Zhariff. Sajjad kept trying to take my scrap book. Thn at last he saw it. Omg, he said my sister boleyh tahan cantik. Hahahaa, thn he ask me to shush. Wht the hell? Hahha, eh hello? My sister gt mataheh alrd horr. And shes 21 for god's sake.

Aft school went to band to take instrument. Im gonna miss my seniors whose leaving, hmmmm. Aft tt went to my house with dahlyah and raihan to practice instrument. Thanks dahlyah for teaching me, :D Camwhored, but my computer tebiat ahr so need patience.

I really hate myself coz i laughed alot in class. I say alrd right ? I laughed too much i didnt know who i am anymore. Subin, barry, atiqah, asyikeen and sajjad masing2 made me laugh like ... ??? Pahampaham je. Thn i have to stand up for science class for nt bringing science wksht and file. Haishh, thn i tonggeng here and there. Hahaa, sorry to the people behind me who gets irritated by my butt. Kuangkuang.

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>>> Yay !

>>> Sadsad .

 Yesterday night is so sad. We got news from my uncle. So me mum and sister went over to his place. We took bus, take 912, my last time favourite bus.. passed by 400+ blocks. Left too many sweet memories there. I almost cried. Srsly, memories with ex . Memories with fuchunians... Thn we passed by KFC in fuchun cc. i imagined the time whn me , yadha , juhairi and hilmi went there after gg bowling. The times me and bffs blanje one another and making chaos in the KFC. And i passed by our favourite hanging out place, swing. Its still the same, i imagined the times me and tiara fought for the first swing D': Miss it alot. And lastly, passed by my beloved school. Too many sweet and fun and cute memories happened there. I cant leave it. I need it. But its so imposseible to get it back. I wonder when will be my next trip back to this loving school.

 Went to uncle's house. Saw baby cotton akira lying on the floor, sick. Its my most beloved white cat. She got kidney failure, i didnt knw cats have kidney failures. Thn aunt gave it medicine, and there it is. My first time hearing a cat shouting in pain. I was hurt too, and almost cried but i hold my tears. I cant cry again. And she's too weak to even open her eyes. But socks made my day. Socks is the brownish with a white patch on his paws. Cute huh? Socks came cuddling onto my three-quater pants and  started to resk on my thighs. Thn i started to pat him here and there. Really, they're well trained.

 Now akira have a little time to be alive. I just hope she'll find happiness in the other world. We went home at 12 in the morning. Went home and so called die in bed. Haha, but not tt im dead. So, today i have to really study. MYE are coming and im not well prepared. Haishh..

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>>> Need you.

  Thanks to dahliah now im addicted of using the dictionary while messaging. Boohoo, im jealous. Of this pathetic person ahh. Grrrrrr.

  I miss him all of a sudden. Well, good laa .

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>>> Sick .

>>> Boredom.

 Yeaah, today was saving day for me in homec lesson. I saved 3 people in sewing altho im so bad in it . But i`m proud with my work. Today i saw him once but he ignored so i ignore also lorrrh. Irritating uhr. Go run ahhr, dnt bother abt me anymore laa. Ummmf, i miss band. Srsly.. whenever i need it, it never come. Whenever i dnt need it, it comes. Gonna miss my saxophone so much. Waiting for monday , its way too long!

  Youre a jerk ! JERK !

  I am so upset. Thanks Dahliyadha for saying cheer ups to me, but i dnt wanna cheer up. Be happy is wht bothers me. If im too happy i frgt who i am and started to be in lala land and totally forgt tt im actually sad in the inside. (change subject )I cnt wait for my bday. I HOPE MUM BUYS ME SOMETHING REASONABLE. Haha, so now i am bored and wish i could talk to him. I never talk to him before and i wanna try to talk to him but how? Everytime i see him i make faces and walk away. Haishh.

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>>> Oh my god.

Haha, im so silly. Today i banged onto alot of people and i very mabuk today. Yeaah, today's hairstyke was messy so i get asyikeen to undo it. Haha, thnks keen. Stayed back after school. Chatted with Alif Asyraff , Faruq , some seniors and dahliah&riyadha and somemore laa. They play guitar, we chatchatchat. It was fun finding a toilet in my school. Go here, locked, go there , washing. Haish. Thn we stopped at the staircase to sit down. I cnt tahan alrdy, somemore Dahlyah make me laugh like hell. Thn need to pee somemore.

Went to second floor, open. ITS CLOSED WHN WE CAME THERE EARLIER ON ! ASSHOLE ! Haahah, so now im currently eating corntos, favourite. Today im kinda upset. Alot of things make me upset today. Hmmm, i miss hafiq badly. Altho he nvr miss me i still miss him. Miss arguing with him. Miss pissing him off. Miss chasing him. 

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>>> Pissed .

>>> Hell is 1M1 ? LAME !

Ehh, you vehry the lame ahrr. You, as a teacher, should understand wht the students exactly want right? This stupid relief tchr. Ms Koh ahrr? Sayy whaaat? Youre not marriedd? Ha-ha, serve you right uhrr.

Kayy. It all happens like this; Ms irene, our english tchr nvr come. So gt this relief tchr. Named, Ms Koh. She came in we all busy talking, the usual uhr. Thn aft we gretted she stated talking , softly. Haish, i cnt hearr. Thn she like, shiok sendiri like tt. Aft tht we go through newspaper article. She go through answers nt in a proper way. So we all dnt knw wht is the answer -.- Thn she started scolding my partner, Su Bin, coz he nvr get the paper coz he go do duty(AVA). Thn uhrr, she say, " You everything nvr bring. Last time i came you nvr bring this and tht. No discipline!" Thn Su Bin started cursing her. She deserves tt okayy.

Thn i dnt understand i do corrections on my own by using my dictionary. Pathetic right? Bt wht to do? Its the only choice. Aft tt we go carried on with other articles and whn it comes to journal,  GERAM TO THE CORE !

EH , YOU NO LIFE AHRR ! SEDAR DIRI DULU AHHR !

The journal tittle is on the best memory you have had. Thn she put at the side;

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>>> Kickass.

>>> final decision .

>>> I`m yourrs.

  Today aft school we had presentation abt our class concept. Turned out quite well. Lerr, ofcourse ahh. As long as i`m nt the one talking save ardy. Thn after tt we went to find mr pradeep, so we could practice the music thingyy. Found him in staff room. Asked him whether he's free. Actually hes nt thn abt some time he say he could teman fr 30 mins only. Went out and ran (nt exactly ran) to music room and waited for him. Went inside and started rehearsing. I am veryy proud. Hahaa, kay sebookkkk. We sang i`m yourrrss ~

  Aft tht we went home , actually planning to stay but i lazy and tired and weak and the main thing, lazyy ah. So go home ah. And yes! Able to play the computer aft how many freaking days. Now its raining and the house still have clothes hanging outside. Mum says tht i`m too young to carry it in so i msg her and still waiting. I fell asleep during science class, oh i missed ms yao's fun class but i cnt help it. We had late dinner and the best always came late so have to wait for the sake of delicious food. Yum, i`m hungry. Gortt food or not uh?

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>>> Again.

>>> uhh-no.

>>> Im strong.

 Ahh , see? I`m fine. I`m healed. Thanks for cheering me up, for whoever tht cheered me up lah. God, after 2 days and this happened. So i went to my religious class. Pathetic boys ! Pevertic boys ! Stupid boys ! Haish. Alot of commotions happened today.

  There's this ustzah which is super duper sensitive. She scolded Amir last week fr no feaking reason. Thn this week Amir was kind of scared to go for her lesson. Her lesson was the second one. So he seek pemission to the first ustzah. shes so kind. So she let him go with her to another class. Thn when the second ustzah came, she ask why Amir nt here. Thn stupid Syahmi pauto Amir by saying tht he escape and go other class. Thn Amir and the first ustzah get scolding. Haish, pity them seh.

 Thn went for break, hujan. Thn otw gg to the vending machine there, the drain sprouts dirty water. Ew , yucks. Thn we ran to the pouring water to reach the vending machines. Hahaa , best ! Thn me and Ida bought the super the very the cold coca cola. Thn whenever i burped, the gassy thing come out frm my nose and it hurts! Thn we didnt learn for our last period. Busy talking abt the Amir and the first Ustzah. And now i`m like 40% happy and cheer me up more yea.

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>>> Still hurts.

I have cough. And whever i cough , it hits my stomach. My stomach is in pain. So how am i going to cough so tht it will feel better?

 I`m hurt externally and internally. And i am so ready for later. To accept everything thts gonna happen. Ha-ha, very funny balqis. No its nt funny. Its real.  I`m jealous, of tht maksaleh bitch tht went with Faisal Isa , of this gilebabi girl , of him. Ugh.

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>>> Hurt

>>> Alone.

>>> Being sad sucks.