>>> Tired .

 When i say be right back , it really means that i don't want to be disturb by you . Get me ? -.- Now i'm pissed with this guy . You called me in the bustop and then jeling . Haha , new trend or what ? Then leave me and took the bus . What crap are you ? And i went home ahh , and sorry Aqemal for ignoring . And sorry Nazrul for just smiling instead of replying ' Hi ' . And today's workshop was a sucked up . I was restless . But i did laugh -.-"

 Oh yea , after lesson the whole 1M1 girls went to my house after evacuating Fatimah from our pretty faces and yes - succeed ! So walked , Reza was outside my house smoking . So we went inside and went back down to buy snacks and that obviously says that we're hungry . Went back home, went into my room . I did switch on the air-con . I was perspiring like hell . Chatted , about theeeeeem (:

  A while later Yaminah called and we went out of my room and saw them outside my house, waiting for me to answer it . Hahaa , sorry .. And we played truth or dare . When it  hits me, i said dare . I'm pissed off with truth because of what happen to me the other day . They told me to say whose the M2 guy . Uhh , so i have to reveal it . And i dont give a damn on him anymore . I supposed he knew already lahh . Back to my story ;

  I was dared to sweet talk with Zulhilmi . Oh fuck ? Haha , i agreed . I even had a speech on what to say . So we continued and Yaminah kene terukteruk untk Ltufil . Oh haha . At 2.30 , made our way down and saw Lutfil , Zhariff , Eizaaz and Sajjad . We shouted for them and asked them to wait . Its so obvious that they're from Sajjad's place . Then Farah told me a very pathetic thing which i can't share . Psssst, top secret . So we went pass the bustop and saw Dahliah coming out of the bus . Chatted abit with her and went inside school . And i also saw some guys kebas-ing their pants -.-" Hoho , went to class and started the lame workshop . Like hello ? We paid $60 for just this ? But i like Rolling Stones (: But overall , today was such a tiring day . Now i'm hungry -.o And the dare is off , coz Lutfil some sorta angry  and he like merajuk . SO no sweet talks for me , and i never even talk to Zul before . He's not chatt-able at all .

Labels: No one belongs here more than you.

>>> Worst .

 Today's day started off badly, went along with laughters and ended with a fight - not actually a fight. i woke up at 4 am, sneezing. Must be the rain I'd caught into yesterday. I can't sleep from that time onwards, so i kinda forced myself to sleep. I use a towel to wipe of my mucus - i know its gross. So i slept awhile and woke up again, 5.15. Slept again, woke up at 6.30. My mum woke me up, she thought i started school early today. So i just woke up and got ready. And yeaa, it took 1 hr for me to get ready .

  I went to school with my heavy saxophone. Went to my class, i was freaking restless. Tired. We didnt study throughout the whole day except for english lesson. Watched home alone in Geography lesson. Boring, watched that a million of times. The rest boring. I was asked to answer a question when i'm daydreaming  in English class. Haishh , steewpig .

>>> pfft ,

I know if you could hear me you would say there are always two sides of a story. You're so right , I cannot live without you. Love was never easy but forgetting you was hard. Time didn't heal my wounds at all. I wonder if you know what I'm going through. All the lonely times that were apart. I miss you, dear. Badly. And how i wish i could see you tmr. Oh yeaa, i will see you tmr (:

Does Sundays means family day? I guess not. My dad's off to Indonesia, my mum's off to some marriage far from woodlands. My brother playing x-box with sissy's boyf. Sissy watching the television. And I'm here playing computer. This is so not a family thing. And where's my dad when i need him? Now i really wanna go out. I can't stand being at home playing the computer. Stewwpig.

Labels: No one belongs here more than you.

>>> the last song .

I am in a serious dilema ! okay , today have madrasah . and i don't freakingly know if there is exam or not . Coz my family going to johor and i MUST follow coz i wanna beg my mum to buy me .. something la . Thn now my friends some say have some say dont have . Haish .. So i guess i dont wanna go but wht if have then i'll get a major scolding from my ustazah ! Grrr . Okeyh , my mum said that we're gg johor . Aiyoo ..

Yesterday went to the movies with Yadha . Sad siaa . I CRIED . Met my aunt at banquet . See , i knew i'll see her there . Huhuu . Talk with her for while . I went home at 7 plus . Went inside my house , i'm like the last person to reach home . Thn my mum ask me wht time i went out , thn i reply thn went inside room . My sister asked ;

Sissy : Eh didi , just now where you go ?
Me : I go watch movie with my friend .
Sissy : With your boy friend ?
Me : -.- ! I GOT NO BOYFRIEND LA !
Sissy : Oh , really ? You break alrd ?
Me : -.- !
Sissy : I never check your FB sia . Why so fast ?
Me : You talking to me ? -.-
Sissy : Aiyoo ..
Me : I break long time alrd sia .
Sissy : Alamak , i ketinggalan ah .
Me : Hah , ketinggalan zaman -.- !

 HAHAHAH , weird seyh . Even my mum still thinks that i have a boyfriend . Alermak , wht the fcuk only .  Last time , you know right last time is Sharizan . Guess what my mum thought his name was . Shahrel . I burst out laughing hearing that . Thn we siap2 go to abg shah's place . His father meninggal , kesian seyh . Thn i must wear tudung -.- ! Stewwpig . Thn my dad drove , i day dreamed in the car . About that someone , and about farah . Pity her sia , kena busted sia her mataheyh . Thn finish alrd , i open my tudung . Haish , panas perh . Kecoh seyh my house . My brother playing x-box with my sissy's mataheyh plus my dad talking to him friend otp plus my mum cooking . -.- Haha .

Labels: No one belongs here more than you.

>>> patch break patch break -.-

Okay, i'm confused . Why nowadays people go steady , than break , than patch back , than break . And it goes on and on . Its so stupid . If youre gonna patch back , why break at the first place ? -.-

Labels: No one belongs here more than you.

>>>

Yesterday night texted dahliah ask if she can be my movie partner . She said high chance she can't go . Alahh ): Thn texted asyikeen and told her what happened . So then i asked riyadha if she could be my movie partner . And coincidently she want to watch the last song too . So we chatted and talked about who to ajak . I thought of ajak-ing him but it will be so sarcastic if a girl ask a guy out , right ? So we made our minds and decided to go only the two of us . We're fine with it . And we chatted about the main topic ever and than halfway i need to sleep cause i have a sudden headache . But then i realised that i slept at 12 . Heesh, and i haven't tell my mum about this movie thingy . I have no idea why i don't quite have the mood to talk to her yesterday . Now she's going to work alrd so later uh i msg her . Huhuu .

Labels: i just need somebody to love .

>>> Guilt

Today was fun . Practiced instrument and also played volleyball . And thn we hang around with Band Seniors and Tiara ! Omg, i miss her . We talked about everything when the rest are playing games . And i told some people my feelings . But i'm still not ready for it. Okay, just a short post. I'm so guilty right now. I dont know why.

Labels: No one belongs here more than you.

>>>

>>> A changed boy.

>>> :)

now dad's beside me, he's using his and im using mine. oh, im so tired. i want to have a late night bath. i know, you dnt need to know. but my problem okeyh. hmm, i didnt know waiting for someone is as hard as waiting for the bus to arrive. oh crap, i want to puke looking at your face. haha, my dad is webcaming with his friend. so cute. i didnt know he actually knew how to do these things. oh bummer.

Labels: No one belongs here more than you.

>>> Awesomest

 Today, to tell the truth, was awesome. Maths Paper 2 was okay and i could answer the last qn which is a 6 mark qn, I wrote abt how sweet they are, I had fun with Riyadha, talking abt those memories, I had fun with Dahliah spamming craps on my status and mye is over . Mission accomplished.

Labels: No one belongs here more than you.

>>> My final decision .

>>> I think so.

Love me for who i am, 'cause i love you for who you are. And she said he's sweet. So should i? Hmff.

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>>> Bisu

Ugggh, pissed of with this computer. Oh wait! Youre nt a computer. Youre a stupid freaking laptop. Get tht? Stupid freaking laptop!  Dad, faster la go ask someone to fix the COMPUTER and throw away this BISU laptop. Heeesh, kate jehr nak hantar repair, tk hantar2 pun. Haishh.

Labels: Laptop mepek.

>>>

Boy : You know wht? We've been friends like for so long, and i've never had a bday present from you in my entire life. Hmff.
Girl : Oh really? So wht do you want for your bday.
Boy : I want you.
Girl : Asshole, * kickkick* .

Hhuhuuu - boredom strikes, this is wht i do. Eh, i found this cool ; When im eating M&Ms, i saved his favourite colour the last so that i could enjoy eating it although it tasted the same. Oh bloodyhell, anyone gt card reader ? Mine alrd spoil and my camera gt alot of pictures. Help! Help! Help!

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>>> -.-

Oh hello. LITERATURE WAS SUCH A CAKE MANN. Mr. Phua warned us to off our HP. And, i panicked coz i nvr off! Luckily Mr. Phua let us check. Thn i off, heeesh. Haha, i finished it within 40 mins and i forgt tht it ends in an hour later. So i started to be childish. I ;

- Played with my stationaries.
- Counted till 100 and back to playing with my stationaries.
- Planned where to go aft school, coz obviously we always had a dilema on where to go.
- Wanted to sleep but cant, so i leaned on the chair thinking abt (:
- Watch Su Bin sleeping like a pig.
- Stare at the clock.
- Look outside window.

Haha, i know. Childish things but, eh, tell me wht to do la. Bored aaah. Finish ald, we walk ard thn blah. Now Dahliah's asking me to go library. Like, hello ? I just went ystd. Idk mama let nt, coz she say, " Nnti blaja kat rumah je." Aiyaa. Thn see first ah, i lazy to ask her laa. Ltr if she nag i cn fall asleep laar. Sarcastic.

Labels: zzzzzzz .

>>> Quackzcx ,

~ I laughed too much just now. I dont think im alive when im laughing. Heeesh.

Oh hello! Im currently in pain. My legs are hurting. Crampp. You know wht? I have to go off in 5 mins to study my literature. Wish me luck. And if you wanna know wht happen to me, please depend on Dahlyah , Ahtyqa or maybe Zul . Lol, sry eh :) And thanks ; Dahlyah, Ahtyqa, Faridzul, Ranjan, Ariffin, Rahim, Rahman, and i guess tts all. Teehee, stm. Kay bye

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>>> Chickenchicken.

Just nw went to rumah nenek to give qistina something. Sissy, brother and me went. Thn we chatted with nenek. Finish alr, went to kedai to beli kopi as told by mama. Went back home and started studying. Halfway, went out to eat. Study again, thn eat. Haish, mama said ltr .. I become clever but FAT. Haha, im fat enough alr. Heesh, i realised that almost all the guys i met are gays. Wahseyh, -___-

Labels: Aiyaa.

>>> --

Without you, we're nothing. Mum oh mum.

Labels: teeeet .

>>> Pictures (:

>>> STAR-BUCKS.

Thanks for the company eh korang. Went to Old Wdlnds with Farah, Eiqaa and Iqka. Met them at MacD. Otw there, i saw Rahman so it means Kamarul and his kwnkwn there. So i ran to the back door - to not humiliate myself wearing the stupid starbucks shirt which is too REDDISH for me. Thn ask them to meet me at the toilet. Thn met them, so my freaking messy hair and went to kfc and eat. Im the only one eating, so i share lorh. I buy ultimate box whtsoever with cheese fries. Mahal ah, $7.20 altogether. Hmf. Thn we jln2, i saw so many camera bags sold there. Even the three of them using camera bags, ishh. Stopit ah -.-Thn we so damn bored but laughed every minute coz i kept being silly and kept tripping. Ugh, badbad luck.

Labels: you're the sweetest mistake i'v ever had.

>>> my sign is vital .

Asshole, i told you maths was a piece of chicken pie. So now focus on science. I get a C for science PSLE and when i enter secondary school, and with Ms Yao tching me, i love science. Science is my new boyfriend and i love it more thn any bodohboyfriend i ever had. AND....

Labels: ... and the reason is you.

>>> I helped someone .

 "Describe Muhammad Juhairi Airi in one word"  I typed STUPID but i sound like an idiot. So i skipped this thing. I am so not brave.

"If you had to give Muhd Sharizan a new name, what would it be? " I was about to answer it but i have better things to do.

Today was geography and it was woaaah-ish. Really, i sucked in it badly i think i could fly. Im home alone and tmr's my maths paper 1. I nvr study coz maths is a piece of chicken pie. Woah, i sounded so real.

Labels: All i ever wanted

>>> Single ladies, put your hands up -.-"

Asyikeen wooed with a guy. Haha she told me ; ehh, you look at tt guy.. hes so cute. Thn i looked at him, farah also. Thn we three stare at him, thn he look at us. Thn i giggled and said busteeeeed! Haha, we went out at the library, saw that guy again. Hes a woodgrover. Nyeeeek.

Teehee, you made my day tremendously awesome today. I still hate you okay? Heheee.
Some indian GUY hit my teetteetteetteet just now when i ran to azyantee to tell her who i saw :O

Labels: Ruff ruff

>>> Everything is not fine.

Get me out of danger. Oh baby you left and sailed away alone. And now you got me trapped up on this island with nowhere to get home. I wondered how to get you back. Oh, i just realised that i couldnt.

Labels: I wondered how i get inside this trap

>>> Studystudy,

>>> Whattheblehzcxc.

>>> Ahaa .