Okay, today was horrible. Didnt think it would turn up this way but it did. Yesterday i cant sleep! Waited till 11 pm , my sister came in and started talking with her boyfriend on the phone. I was so freaking pissed off. She talks like so loud. I went out to have a drink in the dark. Went into the toilet and went out, she`s still on the phone.


Haishh, so i took my bantals and went out to the living room. I switched on the tv and lay down on the couch. Its so uncomfortable tht i brought out the air matress. Still cant sleep. I switched on a movie, G-force. The only movie thts boring for me. 


After watching a quater of it, still no difference. I still can`t sleep. So i went to the kitchen and made Milo as i`m so damn hungry. I didnt eat dinner `cause there isn`t any. Thn i ealised footsteps, my mother.


"Whoii, belum tido? Esok nnti penat taww. Dah pukul dua pun blom tido! "
"Qis tak leyh tido larhh. "
"Ye lahh, awk tngh tengok movie tu sebab tak leyh tido. Dahh gi tido!"
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"Whoii, havent sleep? Tmrw confirm tired you know. Alrd two o`clock still havent sleep!"
" I cant sleep larhh."
"Ya lahh,`cause you watching movie thts why cant sleep. Now go and sleep!"


She also brings along the just wake up from sleep look. I hate it. Thn i was like , YOU EXPECT ME TO SLEEP WHEN MY MILO HAVNT FINISH ARRHH ?! But i`m not so cruel so i just kept quiet and finish my Milo , wash it and off the tv. I really cant sleep. I tried counting sheeps, all i ended  up think of is him. Nothing else but him.


I know its so pathetic and stupid. But i cnt help it. Thn i read a few prayers my Anut used to tell me whenever i cnt sleep. Still can`t. So i just stay still and thn i realised thts its 3 in the morning. After tht i sat down leaning on the couch. A few minutes later found myself dozing off and i`m so glad.


I woke up at 6.24, woke up by Faruq's msg. Its nt impt anyways. Thn i dozed off again and woke up at 6.40 by the lights being switched on by mum. Damn her * So i ignored her as i told her to wake me up at 7.20 the day before. She`s too damn early. Thn i found out tht i cnt sleep. But my eyes are aching.


So i went to the toilet, bathed and change to my pe attire and trackpants. Its only 7.30. So i loitered around the house chewing toffee which always get stucked to my tooth. Yucks. Msg Asyikeen abt meeting. Thn i left my house at exactly 7.47 am. Reached bustop and found The Twins and Farah. Went in the school together.


Okay, now its too many things to talk abt so i`ll just skip. 


I saw this guy, who had a new haircut, and reminds me of i guy i used to like in my school. Used to ah. And this guy is my secret _ _ _ _ _. Nobody knows and will never knew till i must tell. 


It really makes me moody after recalling the days in fcps liking this guy. Makes me sick too. And thank you for being me moody, whoever i`m referring to.

p/s: You look freaking better with this haitcut. Love it!


I`m gg to watch Alice in the Wonderland on Wednesday. With marsilings. Tmrw have to paint out bobrokk classroom. Will bring my camera and snap-snaps will be taken. Will post it if i have the guts and time.

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