I do love you, i really do. I cant leave you no matter what. I know i ignored you several of times but tt doesnt stop me from loving youu.. I've been waiting for 2 days but you didnt even msg or talk to me. I miss being with you, i miss talking to you in school, i miss your voice which makes my heart beats crazily fast. Every second being with you meant everything to me. You dont know my feeling when someone asked , " Hows you and sharizan ? " . It kinda bothers me, alot ! Hmmm, how i wish i was brave enough to tell you this. Nowadays i get easily jealous of other people going throught their lives smoothely whn their friend over here is always in a srsly bad mood. Asshole, i hate myself. Dear, i need you badly...

I hate myself for not being brave and for being silly. Haish, im off to study now. Oh yaa, today i never go madrasah. Yay, but pity Ida, she gt no friend.. Nvmnvm . Its for the sake of my studies :D